A new beginning
I consider myself very lucky having found love again in my life with spiritual protection of Paul. It is not easy to open my heart again and my boyfriend is very patient with me. The fear of losing is still so much reality for me that is frightens me to love again.
Having found a person whom I can trust, who supports and understands me in whatever state I am, is a blessing. The feeling that he is in competition with someone for my love is still there but we both know that I can only close the book when this 'family issue' is resolved.
I have faith that our spiritual love will positively influence the outcome. I feel strongly enough to speak and act on his behalf and thankful for this opportunity, I continue spreading love. Although I can still be filled with anger I refuse to let it be part of my life. Paul was a very special person and whatever happened after he left is not part of him. And again this year I wrote another letter to him. Read letter »