The fight continues
We had bought a house together and it was Paul's wish that I would, even after he had gone, be able to have a happy life in the place where we had so many special moments. This place became a focus for the people involved who had other things in mind than his memory and his love.
At many occasions I was ready to give up and go back to my own country but every time when that happened I was supported by Paul's love in very special ways. Messages came at the most unexpected moments from people I did not even know.
A year after his death I went back to the place where his spirit had become one with nature. And again I wrote him a letter. This time I was accompanied by a dear friend to whom I became very close. This journey has become A Healing Journey.