Personal Stories
A collection of thoughts and reflections that I wrote during the time I was in 'no-mans land'.
A Healing Journey
The smell of the place so familiar to me is now like a first blossom in springtime. Memories of a wonderful journey gave me the closure I had been longing for. There are still moments of tears but the happiness in my heart is now reflecting the eternal bonding. Read More »
Alert Mode
If we contemplate on our relationships we can recognise a personal pattern. There are different types of relationships, the one with our partner, family and relating with our friends and colleagues. Read More »
Don't put a label on it
Accepting losing someone very close and trying to go on with life is a challenging task. The loss will leave scars, feelings of emptiness and lack of physical warmth. Read More »
Every Day Matters
It is like I keep repeating the same words over and over again. Why do I keep looking back and why is looking forward so frightening? Read More »
A Magical Experience
How often do we think something negative during the day? If we would try to remember consciously we would not be able to do anything. We all have a shadow side and maybe the best thing is not to fight but just to accept it. Read More »
How Reiki Came Into My Life
After losing my partner I lost the spirit to live. I totally disconnected myself from everything and everyone and I could not find the energy, I felt so numb. Read More »
A Careful Step Forward
I'm sitting at home and my mind is working overtime, like a ping pong ball bouncing up and down. On the peak of bad luck I very carefully dream a bit about a happy future, suddenly realising how lucky I am. Read More »
A Sunday Movie
It brought back so many memories and I remember the moment where I knew that this was going to be a battle we had to fight together. I was watching a film about an older man who had lost his wife and was having difficulties adjusting to his new life. Read More »
The Stairs Of Life
Walking on the stairs of life I come closer to the light with every step I make, closer to the purpose I chose when I entered this life. Read More »
Feeling at Home
One day, while looking in the mirror wondering whom the person is I stare at, the reflection answers me; "It is you and today we are going to work on ourselves because we don't feel at home in this body". Read More »